:: golden brown ::

i have been tanning this two days? hahs. not bad da results but still not good. -sighs. i wanna be golden brown! yes! that’s myy target. working hard towardss myy goal now!

anyways.went school today thn after that got SLP meeting. woots. think this SL gonna bee soo great too! arghs. dancing and playing and not forgetting mugging. thanks ms chan. for proposing to let us try a full 3hr GP paper. that has gotta be da worst paart of SLP. *SLAMM

thn went shi qi’s house after that. hahs. her condo damn nice laarhs. but she condemn her own condo like hell. hais. dunno how lucky she is. went swimming! hahs.

“Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal.”
- Henry Ford

:: Regret and remorse ::

oh. i shall dedicate this testi to pauline. SORRY SOO MUUCH pauline. i reallee din mean to over sleep soo many hours. soory. anyways we have two great shopping trips coming upp yeas? hahs. let’s goo chiong.

oh. went to watch TJ’s concert. it was better than ours i guess. by quite alot. hahs.

“Forget regret, or life is yours to miss.”
- Jonathan Larson

:: BITCH ::

oks. i just reaached home again. this is da second tym i’m ton-ning outside this week. hahs. went to caatch a midnight show “Monster-in-law” with yilin and supposedly mich. but due to some personal matters mich went home. yupp. show was not baad. kept mee awake tthruout though. hahs.

wells. todayy, in fact ysd was Be Yourself Day. i din except it to be too muuch of funn cuz our school activities are usually sians. anyways. my class theme was pyjamas. so the day before we went to buy this pyjamas for da whole class which was in YELLOW and green. and a purple one for ms chan. even da guys got da pyjamas dreess laarhs. alvin roocks man! hahs.

yupp. so today our whole class changed into pyjamas after moorning assemblee. woots. it waas soo freakingly darn funnniee to see ben, alvin, chin kai, jj and boon in pyjamas dress! hahs. i laugh until i pengs. they were soo on laarhs. so our class started touring around da school with our pyjamas and basically everyone turned when we walked by cuz da guys were simplee too GLARING. hahs. and alvin was wearing this spongebob squarepants boxers that his sis bought him laarhs. and he was soo proud of it. *shakes head. da reporters even interviewed uss cuz we had soo muuch of class spirit burning in us. we took tonnneess of pics by soome anonymous peeps too. hahs. mouth aches. it was soo muuch of funn wearing pyjamas in school!

2804 RUUUULSSS!

after school, seek huizi, siewhui, jieen, shiqi,mich and mee went town to shop. saw alota aj peeps too. hrms. i bought a belt, more of a shawl which i wanted to buy alot! yayys! thn walk until very tired arhss!

around evening we had dinner thn went back to school for da guitar and harmo concert. oh man. when we reaach da audi, there was this BITCH. i shant mention her name cuz she noes who she is. she was fighting over two seats with us cuz she says that we are not supposed to reserve seats. and she and her boyfriend just loove that two seats too muuch. BITCH man! she even fighted with jo and her bf. lucky jo’s bf there to prootect her but jo suffered alot. felt soo reallee bad. sorry jo! oh. thn after that, that BITCH confronted mee ask us moove away cuz she and her boyfriend wants to sit there. din really argue with her muuch cuz alota ppl were already looking at us. soo yupp. we just went to another row of seats.jun zi bu gen xiao ren dou! oh man wad a BITCH. her boyfriend was damn embarrassed i think and i think this kinda gf reallee bring go out throw face. typical jia gen tang as huizi said!

da concert was noot bad. pieces were shoort and sweet. harmo was good laarhs. their conductor verry cute. which makes mee think of huang sheng again. -sighs. guitar was also not bad. just that used to listening to loud and impactful muusic like CO de. hrmss. kept gossiping with huizi also. hahs. she also very resourrceful. got a piece of earth-shattering newss froom her. i shant say it out here. -zipss-

thn went to bugis this building to play pool cuz seek went to look for her fren laarhs. wah seis. my skillss darn loousy laarhs. soo embarrassing. anyways wearing spectacles to play pool is a chore. urghs! oks. saw seek’s fren fren, miguel and cindy i think. whoo appeared on tv before for xiao hua xiao cao. they from la selle laarhs. hrmss. miguel quite cute. hehs. thn rights. i think dunno is suaay or wad. we went town to eat ljs after that also bump into seek’s this grp of frenss which consisted of miguel and cindy. after eating we went upstairs to sleep still bump into them. what coincidence! hahs. like wad yilin said, want to seee also see soo many tyms in a day! hahs.

i am gg to zzz le. i’m gg shopping again later. with pauline. and maybe sh?? hahs. 3 moore hours of sleep!

“Those who stand for nothing fall for everything.”
- Alexander Hamilton

:: 11 June ::

ha! i went to watch netball finals today. enriching arhss! i think shi qi roocks laarhs. AJ netball roocks! hahs.

today has been hell. i did not do any tut. all thanks to mee surfing da net da whole night before and sleeping soon after it. phy was heell. dunno whyy but mdm taay has alwaays been looking doown on uss. urghs! i am gooing to be EXCELLENTLY for physics during mid year. i SWEAR!

i just think i’m very very fortunate to have a family like minee.

well. a few moore weeks to myy burfdae on 11 June! hint hint* pleasee take doown if uu havent done soo. hehs.

“Alone we can do so little; together we can do so much.”
- Helen Keller

:: ESPLANADE 22MAY2005 ::

oh man oh man!! i’m soo excited! hahs. just reached home and just bathed so decided to blog befoore i loose all da excitement! =))

ysd was da moost splendid day ever oks?! hahs. why?? cuz it’s my first ever public performance. moreover it’s at the esplanade. exciting rights?? hehs. oks. i shall write out every single detail of my day. here it goes. keep glued to it and make comments kaess? *winkss

we had to reach school at 830 but because i knew that we will be rotting in co room so i went late. hehs. kinda smaart. anyways. we were asked to wear pe shirt or co tee and any bottom. happily, i chose a shorts and co tee together with slippers. and to my amazement, majority of da co ppl, except mee cai shan ruina eileen and dawn wore half-u. ie. pe shirt and skirt of pants. and so, cai shan started saying i looked as if i was gg to da beach. hahs. which i think is kinda true larhs. so yupp. hrms. it was a fine and beautiful moorning on 22 May2005.

and then we boarded da bus. we took pictures on da bus. and i actually got my esplanade pass. which goes “Tee Rui Xian CO Performer” awww! it was so damn awesome laarhs. imagine an esplanade pass with MY name on it. i was soo proud of it. but that pass was ex laarhs. it cost 50bucks. PENGS.

when we reached therre we were asked to goo to our changing rooms first. oooh. da changing rooms were beautiful! so it was kindda paacked cuz we had to share with da alumni too. but da toilet arhs. super clean that uu can even sleep inside laarhs. hehs. we toook loadsss of pics of da toilet. cuz da toilet was unisex they had this guyý bowl thingy which i dunno wad is it called laarhs. da gurls was so amazed by it that they kept taking pics with it. hahs. -SNAP SNap snap-

after that we went for lunch at da staff lounge. da lounge was kinda cool. with sofa and tv and stuffs. but da lunch was so yuckyy. it was white rice and this chicken wing and this uncooked cabbage. i ate less than half a packet. eww. and we decided to ask qiling help uss ask his sis to buy in food for us when he go and pass her da tics. we ordered breadtalk. =))

then after some slacking here and there, we went to da esplanade concert hall to have our first rehearsal. ie. walking up and down da stage. boy. it was utter coldness in there. *chill pauline was soo afraid she will fall off da stage cuz she was sitting at da side. and she kept asking mee to move in laarhs. hahs. da hall was quite squeezy fer us.

after practicing da walking, we started on our songs. thn followed by band.

at around 3+, we had da full dress rehearsal. prettee. =))

after that we went for dinner. ooh. can uu believe it? we had da same dinner as our lunch. only that it was fried rice instead of da dry hard white rice and da cheeken was cooked in another style. hahs. but it tasted better.

following which we went back to our room to prac and make up. i think it was very funn laarhs. seeing how michelle turned black. seeing how all da gurls cheeks turn red. seeing how we transform. seeing how fu kang style upp his hair. seeing how ruina’s hair get pinned upp (by me!). seeing how pauline put her foundation on. seeing how simple gurls get turned into cinderella. and eye-opener. -blinkss-

the moment came when da PA went “calling for anderson jc CO. please assemble at da backstage now” oohs! so excited! hahs. we went down and ppl started shaking hands. saying JIA YOU! finally when da band played their last piece and walked out, we heard sighs of relief. but our heartbeats began throbbing faster. and faster. during da intermission we talked alot. michelle kept asking us to calm down. i was telling cai shan and cai shan was telling mee WE CAN DO IT! yayys. thn we took a grp photo. it just so happened that huang sheng walked out of his room and he took a pic with us. -grinsh- thn, to calm us down, huang sheng began talking about some lame stuffs. about english, his newly founded interest. hahs.

i stepped into da esplanade concert hall. i breathed heavily. WHOOSH! da amount of audience just makes ur heart jump out of ur mouth. thn ppl started shouting their fren’s name. thn i heard myy name. courtesy of yilin and shiqi. thanks! hahs. then it all started.

SHAN CUN DE JIE RI
hahs. it was da very fast song which i cannot catch alot of it. hehs. but i fake until quite real i think. hehs.

JIANG JUN LING
whoas! a most splendid song! it was our syf soong and da song i have da most confidence in. hehs. i heard tremendous applause from it! yeas! success!

LAN HUA HUA
although i wasnt involved in it. i must say fu kang has done a very very good job!

BING MA YONG
hrms. a 20min song which made many ppl sleep. hahs. but i still think it’s very nice laarhs! hehs. screwed upp a lot of parts i think. we got gan pai zi. but huang sheng still smiled to us. so nice.

LIAN ZHOU AND LONG DE CHUAN REN
arghs! da 2 most zai songs! combined with band to make it so damn zai laarhs. won a lot of applause too! yayys! a great finale piece.

then after da thing i went to town to catch a 3 a.m moovie with yilin. hahs. i watched only about 5min? thn i fell asleep.

oks. i will proceed on to thank everyone..

first and foremost.
1. huang sheng. da motivator and teacher who made my 2years in CO wunderful and fruitful. who made mee wanna join CO if given a choice again.
2. caishan. for motivating mee always. staying with mee to prac, gg home and stuffs. making da journey in CO not sian. best CO mate. *cheerss
3. Pauline. for telling mee all da gossipss. for talking soo much crap with mee. and sitting with uu has been a joy. i am serious. =)
4. my family and uncle. for making da effort to come down to support mee and getting beautiful flowers for mee. love ur loads.
5. 2804. almost a full class attendance. thanks for da rose! although it has died when i reached home. hehs. and for cheering mee on.
6. ming ren and siewhui. i reallleee loove da rocher bouquet! yummps. i cannot bear to eat da chocolate laarhs! hehs.
7. michelle (kai en). for giving all da last min calming skills and telling mee i can do it.
8.liang ying. for crapping so muuch and always making xian yue lively.
9. xia jie. for giving mee da mint mentos today!
10. shuwen. for always crapping with mee also.
11. jia he. for shouting so loud fer lian zhou! hahs!
12. guo jun (aaron). for moving. hopefully. hahs. and for da company home sometimes.
13. yi zhen. for being so sweet and nice everytime.
14. ruina. for reallee crapping sooo much. and spicing upp CO life.
15. hui see. for practicing with mee that day. and yupp. talking sometimes too!
16. dawson. for making mee so guilty everytime i nv turn upp for prac! hahs. and always helping mee to bring my er hu home everytime.
17. rong sheng. aiya. full of crap.
18. qiu teng. for eing so cheerful adn smiley. =)
19. richard. uu really look like a winnie! hahs. although dunn really noe uu. but uu better dunn be like daw!
20. debra. for encouraging mee sometimes also.
21. wei ling. for treating uss choc everytime!
22. jia xin. for being sooo much polite.
23. jun jie. crappy guy.
24. qi ling. for being always so compromising towards myy absence during prac. for da numerous encouragement. for being myy SL. uu rocks.
25. foo kang. though din really like him at first but now find him not bad laarhs. attitude got change abit. thanks for putting in soo muuch effort for our syf and concert. deep in our hearts, we DO appreciate ur effort. ur one damn zai player.
26. jenni and yimin. for buying tics and coming down to support mee! love uu gurls.
27. wei shan. for giving mee da miniature rose!
28. cheryl. for giving da rose too!
29. da audience. for giving mee confidence when playing.
30. once again, huang sheng. for really making mee like CO to a very LARGE extent today.

i had a really very very happee day ysd. cuz all myy close frens came down. and i received moore flowers than i expected. however, was very sad when playing da last song cuz it was actuallee da last tym i’ll be using that er hu. haiss. all good things will eventually come to an end. but it will stay as memories. besides my class, CO will occupy a large portion of myy memories in AJC. i love AJCO!

da performance was a huge success i would say. judging from all da comments.

it makes mee feel achieved. it makes mee wanna join CO in uni again.

should i?

“The greater the difficulty, the more the glory in surmounting it.”
- Epicurus

:: dreams ::

Look at da tym now. and i haven gone to bed? why?? cuz kinda excited. hehs. i noe i should be in bed now in dreamland. of esplanade. preparing fer da very long and tiring daay ahead. but. i just can’t sleep. tired.but still wanna bloog first. *winks.

oh well. had co at around 8. and becaause i wasnt in lan hua hua. we were left outside self-practicing. so kinda slack around and slept till 11. whoosh. how i loove da aircon in co room.
well. todayys prac was usual. normal. but saddening. last da zu le. sighs- and my last tym eating da cha sao rice with sambal that roocks.

after that went for college day. i wanna go back as an award recipient next year! i wanna get 4 DISTINCTIONS! hrms. waay to goo! jia youu! hahs. self-encouragement.

at about 6 went town with myy gurlss. whooas. town has reallee nice stuffs. nice clothes. nice accessories. nice price tag too. i saw soo manee yellowie stuffs laarhs. soo damn nice oks?? hint hint. my burfdaee coming. hehs. oh and da accessories all so nice laarhs. too bad i have no money today. but still got this supeer nice crystal ring at a discount of 2 buucks. courtesy of ah ma. hahs. anyways. they did some last min shopping for tml’s concert. hrmss. all of them like spent soo muuch on this concert that makes mee wanna do myy very best to perform somehow. but. haiss. things seldom goo da way i want.

today’s da day.

i can do it.

we can do it.

AJCO definitely can do it.

let’s show them wads our gold made of.

*gambattes*

“Good,better,best; never let it rest till your good is better and your better is best.”
- Anonymous

:: harpee ::

hahs! went shopping with yilin todaay! hahs. she ponned harmo together with jul. felt quite bad cuz i think i was pressurizing them. but thn again, they also dunn wanna go rights? hehs.

anyways. we went century square cuz i spotted this nice spag there last week and decided to go there to take a second look. ha! and i actually bought it. it’s purple. courtesy of hui zi. hrms. it’s quite low but adjustaable. i shan’t wear it when i go out with yilin. hahs. and yilin bought a cardigan. those in fashion one. da short type with LACE. hahs. it’s really nice laarhs. with a lacy ribbon brooch. druuuls. oh. and she bought 3 pairs of soocks. she was darn fruitful today! bleaahss. hahs. i think after school shooping sure can relieve stress. quite funn also!

oh. and happee 18th burfdae to alvin too. surprised him this morning. and we got a guitar for him. hope he really likes it. =))

urghs! mmy tut are actually piling upp! i am really sian-ed.

“Who has confidence in himself will gain the confidence of others.”
- Leib Lazarow

:: whoosh ::

just a quick entree after days.

busy with common test and da upcoming concert. i am drained. urghs. but still enjoying.

take care peeps.

“Oh-la”
- Rui Xian

:: totally rotten ::

Today is a very BAD day.

BAD

BAD

BAD

I HATE TODAY.

“All man have an instinct for conflict: at least, all healthy man.”
- Hilaire Belloc

:: practice makes perfect ::

heh hehs. today got xiao zu. oh man. first tym i wished it wun end so earlee. thn, it ended at 9. later thatn expected but still not enough laarhs. dying for moore! they say it’s da last xiao zu. but there might be another one on monday. hope got leis. really enjoy it lols. today also. though still learn quite slow but it’s reallee alot alot moore funn then last tym. maybe got da interest le ba. =))

today had three test. chem test. phy test. phy spa.

da chem test i studee so hard for it but still all dunno. haiss. da phy also. felt quite sad about phy cuz i really tot i knew it well. -sighs-

we’re a nooisy bunncha gurls. -grins- today we havoc-ed da library. sorry peeps we were in da library today. we made soo muuch noise. i noe i shouldnt have. but whenever our class peeps hang out together, da noise pollution caused. *shakes head hahs. but i’m loving it! yayys!

i’m gonna have prac like almost everyday from now till nest week. hip hip hurraayy!

i’m getting fatter without exercising these days. urghs! damn chocolates!

*cheerios

“Teachers open the door, but you must enter by yourself.”
- Chinese Proverb